damn vulcan
Apr. 27th, 2010 12:16 pmthis sensation of frustrated satisfaction.
the way my toes curled when you pressed your lips on mine and mumbled that you wanted me to have something to look forward to.
I could have strangled you
Then that smile that is so new to me that it makes me wonder if it is new to you
full of controlled cocky confidence and knowing that I want you
to say you want me
but you like keeping me
off balance
I like the way you grab me wrists to keep me from wandering freely over all this new terrain
I like the way you make me come to you even though you are holding me so close to youthat I can't get away
I like the way you teach me Zen Buddhism concepts like Mindfulness
with lips
with mouth
with white teeth and wet tongue
aware, deliberate, intuitive, preceptive, education through compassionate passionate touch, taste, sound, smell.
and I think its hot as hell
that you're in my head
since i'm all over your skin
Touching the better and higher parts of eachother
slipping, sliding, shimming in
gently, tenderly waking them up and telling them that its safe
its safe to come out and play
and stay
please
stay with me?
and tease me, test me, tempt me,
make me still
to feel you
to feel you
to wait for you
to want you
to come to you
to come for you
to comfort you as God since you make me feel Goddess
and as much as I protest
I like this
over the clothes and moving slow
because it lets me know
that while you are in the moment
you are not looking for just a moment
but the moments that come after