At least I’ve had some chocolate on my tongue

[missrenie]

Sittin' on the front porch
Ice cream in my hand
Meltin' in the sun
All that chocolate on my tongue

And that's good enough reason to live
Good enough reason to live

Sittin' in the bathtub
Hi-fi playin' low
Diggin' all that green
Well you must know what I mean

And that's good enough reason to live
Good enough reason to live

If I die young
At least I got some chocolate on my tongue
If I die young
'Least I got some chocolate on my tongue

Sittin' in the front seat
Good girl in my arms
Smilin' in my eyes
Gettin' me all hypnotized

And that's good enough reason to live
Good enough reason to live

If I die young
At least I got some chocolate on my tongue
If I die young
'Least I got some chocolate on, chocolate on my tongue
If I die young
At least I got some chocolate on my tongue
molasses


it does not matter what I should feel
I learned that lesson long ago
but what matters is what I feel
and how I choose to feel
To be completely honest I am a little heartbroken
not angry because she can not help the fact that she is not bisexual
she can not help that at all.
No more than I can help being so
But that does not change the fact
that I am heartbroken
more than a little.
And I want to cry
not from rejection
but because I need her so much
I want to cry because I can not tell her  this
because it will break her heart.
I want to cry because
I need to hold her and kiss her and touch her
I know I can still do all that
just not in the same way.

I am not upset at Terick for being attracted to her
I can more than see why he is
I do not think that Terick would leave me for her either
because what we share is something that I have neither the art nor comprehension to fully explain
I want them to be together because I think it is good for them both.
I want them to be together not just for a fleeting moment but as long as possible
I want both of them
because he makes me whole and she makes me complete.

So I chose not to think of how she does not love me like that
because she does love me dearly
I chose instead to be thankful
Because for a brief moment in time I was able to touch her and love her, inhale her
I chose to be thankful
Because for a brief moment I got to watch her face glow with an orgasm
and listen to her heart beat with my ear against her naked breast
and breathe her fragrance
and drink of her essence
and taste her raspberry nipples
and feel her pleasure
and watch her grow bueatiful in her own eyes
I choose to be thankful
Because
at least
at least
I’ve had some chocolate on my tongue

Sounds surrounding me: Woods Brothers