Reason why I love Neil #27

 neil:  it seems to me that you are dating a guy who can't turn it off

 me:  "turn it off?"

 neil:  when he met you the thing that really turned you on about him was his dominance

and now he is acting that way all the time

he can't leave it at the dungeon

but at the same time

you have not told him he needs to leave it at the dungeon

so he has no idea that he is pissing you off

and tits

me:  lol

you're right

when I see him tonight we will talk about this

that makes sense

neil:  coolio

I now everything about relationships

me:  except how to spell know...you gave me a really good view point.  He is acting dominate that is part of what I fell for and how can I be upset with him for displaying a trait that I found attractive and a part of him.

He's acting like a pitbull because he is one and he doesn't know how I feel because I have not told him

we both have our own viewpoints of what a relationship is

My viewpoint is meeting these people great!  But if you're going to sleep with them I want to meet them too other than that have fun

his view point is totally not that

but I think he is trying

and he is putting forth great effort

I mean the first time I had a date was AWFUL for us both

so he is getting better we just have to communicate
 

 neil:  Well just make sure you don't compromise what you want or who you are for this relationship which (lets be honest) already has a roof over it.

not to say that you shouldn't persue it

but you have already been in one relationship where you have tried to change yourself to what he needs

so that is a learned behavior that you have

that you are tryin to unlearn

me:  yeah it is

I was typing before... about to say that I have a handle on that

but I realize that I don't

I really want to please and sometimes in doing so I am not true to myself

I will be aware of this

thanks Neil

Tea Time!!!

 
neil:  have fun

wait a minute...

I can't trust that you actually agree with me because maybe your just trying to be change yourself to be what I want you to be!!

which is a girl that always agrees with me

I can never trust anything you say again!

me:  um wow

neil:  I think I have to break up with you as friends

me:  you know your right I know I'll make a point of disagreeing with you about everything

it is the only way to save our friendship

I'm willing to do this for that!

 

neil:  but what if thats what I want you to do to save this friendship?

theres no right answer

I think we need to suicide

 

me:  your right that is the answer to all of our problems

wait

no

I disagree

I think

neil:  don't tempt me!  I got the gun in my hand!