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What special kind of fucking idiot do you take me for?
I really want to know because either
a)you're a complete asshole or
b)I have a sign on my fucking forehead that leads you to assume that you can lie to me, or otherwise con me into a fuck.

I can't believe you tried that shit on me.  I can't believe you tried that shit on me.  See I'm so astounded that I had to say it twice.  Actually I've driven way past Words and have made a sharp turn off of Indignant and onto full blown Ire .  You misogynistic myopic peon how fucking disgraceful of you to use that to try to get to the pussy.  How low, how condescending, how despicable to attempt to use my compassion against me!

I am mad as hell, but even this bullshit cloud you are spouting has a silver lining to it... my forced and rather uncomfortable acquaintance with you has helped me take things with a grain of salt, notice patterns of users, cultivate several witty ways to communicate no, and taught me the value of asking myself these following questions:

 

1 Does he/she respect you?

2 Do you respect him/her?

3 How does how he/she treat you in public differ from how they treat you in private?

4 Do you really like them or what they represent themselves to be


It is embarrassing to admit that at the age of 27 I am just learning to ask myself these questions

It is embarrassing to admit that you were the one who taught me to ask myself these questions

It is embarrassing to admit that allowed you into my life/home/temple even if it was for a hot second.

 

But there it is

 

So in essence
And in closing

Thank you for the lessons
I’m a quick study
You are now, have been and continue to be free to fuck off!


Date: 2009-04-07 06:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cyan-blue.livejournal.com
Hugs - sounds like some difficult stuff went down? Feel free to ping me if you'd like an open ear...

Date: 2009-04-08 03:26 am (UTC)

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