Mistress of Depression
"Shall we dance this dance again"
With her arms she gathers me in
over the thresehold
and out the door
she craves, she desires, she demands for more
When I resist
she presists
"Your body, your soul give me this"
An eternity passes
and I submit
and I am weightless
she gives me this
A promise
an escape
a single wish
a sweet delusion
a kind illusion
A vampiric, Judas, saintly kiss
this is hell
this is bliss
She tears at me
until I am two
one loving her
one hating to
"Come lay with me upon the marble stone"
She's soft, she is a cold, betraying, false home
"Kiss me now, love me, don't fight"
Its like drowning and I know it isn't right
"I'll be your protection, your truth, your womb"
she completely welcomes me, I know it is a tomb
"Quiet now, and yield to me"
but if I do I will cease to be
"Rest now you are weak"
Sometimes she is my muse
"I give you the passion you seek"
"Let me be your mirror, through my eyes you'll see"
because my true projection is much too painful for me
She is right
She is wrong
My Will is shattered
Her power strong
My body is her canvas
she paints the pain on me
My body is her temple
I am the shore to her sea
Her mana, her voice ,herself is empowered upon my soul
She feasts, she claws while she lies and says " IreneI make you whole"